Solstice

The solstice always finds me in a kind of mid-stride stasis. Everything is moving along quickly--and there's a rush of energy. But again, the decisions to be made are enormous. i'm on a new road: making my decisions so that i can be more in control of my life--but still open. Creative, collaborative, comfortable, compassionate. i've unlearned a lot. i've gained a lot. i've lost a lot, but was it really what i thought it was? if you tell me it is better to remain in a state of desire, and i find my self immersed in experience--then i know i disagree with you. and i am unashamed of my love. and basically unshamed. unh unh unh---yeah yeah yeah. Yes. Doves and blackbirds sing back to me.